it's the finalllll countdownnnnn.

at mama coffee doing my normal contemplation. 

it's getting harder and harder to leave prague. i don't want to. can i change my ticket please? everyday i have to say goodbye to different students and i don't like it. i haven't cried yet--- just welled up a bit. and now i meet a great girl named lauren (she is going to be taking over my classes)and i might have to do long distance with her cause we hit it off so well... sucks. i don't like this at all! and emily, too. you in?  please make sure that when you move back to florida we will meet at busch gardens or something of the sort. just when i care enough to actually go out with girls for girl time... i have to leave. just my luck. i'm so picky about friends.  it takes a long time to settle into a new culture. really, and i wish i had more time here to just... be. without all the bullshit of a job and visa involved.

ugh. i am really sigh'ing here. i was so happy when we bought our tickets back in february to come home. now the time is here... only 9 days away and i'm not thrilled like i thought i'd be.

what i am thrilled about? 2 more classes to teach and then my mom arrives around noon on thursday! so so so excited. we are going to have so much fun!